I can’t enjoy anything at all. I guess I’m better off alone and unhappy. Again. But I guess a lot of that’s my fault. I’ve let all these fucking people ruin me for way too long. We don’t have a single thing in common. The way you live your life disgusts me. I hope I never see you again. Can’t you see I’ve been having a hard enough time with my own internal problems? I keep bearing all for you. I wish I could think of a single thing that makes me happy on a constant, daily basis, besides my own despondency. Wish I could turn around my life, but this hole I’ve dug is too deep. The sad fact is I can’t deny that I’ve pushed almost everything away. The only thing that I’ve got left to say is: I hope at the end of the day you wind up miserable just like me.
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